Who was i kidding: trying to write something new on the oldest subject in the universe without even talking about me (although this bit will not make much difference as it is not new neither). OK i failed, i failed on so many aspect it is difficult to write a list here.
What can i say, what is certain. It is certain that if you carry on reading this blog you will witness some of the biggest spelling mistakes ever achieved, you will face completely incoherent sentences that will not even make sense to me, you will, or you are already if you are here, be bored to death and will at some point strongly advice to do something else like answering email from the tax man, or do some cleaning.
What is also certain, is that I can carry on writing on this big subject instead of reading everything that has already been written on the subject because….I am smatter than 25 million previous writers….or maybe simply because being French I think I know better – yes you will notice if you know some French people they always have an opinion even if they dont know the first thing about the subject… it is true, do the test if you don t believe me, go in a bakery (if possible in Paris i will explain another day my view about Paris) , so you are in your bakery, smile at the lady at the till (dont smile too much you are in Paris, if you do a big friendly smile, she will be scared and call the police or decide straight away that there is no more bread for you ( i am sure a lot of people will confirm and now understand while they left bakery full of bread without any bread)), so little smile, if possible superior smile, and say gently but assertively « une baguette s il vous plait » , dont worry this is just foreplay to soften her up, when she grabs the baguette and turn toward you add « pensez vous que la fission nucleaire puisse un jour totalement remplacer l’ernergie fossile ? » then wait for the longest 2.5 second of your life then the surprising answer will come “oh vous savez je ne suis pas une specialiste mais mon mari dit que au litre c est 10 cts de moins…pour la voiture” …. True story ….ish.
To come back to our subject, for those who don’t remember there is a clue in the title of the blog. Hmmm in fact I think that the subject has and will never be M but more the underling universal subject related to M… OK if you are not getting it there is no hope.
About M, I am out, it is really bad for you. I will explain at length why it is bad but let s say for the time being that it did not bring me toward my human being side, so it did not work for me I don’t know for you (let me know). I still think it is a fascinating platform so I still want to observe. So much loneliness, a mix of self marketing, pure lies, hope, fear and all that covered by “I am not bothered/i don’t know why I am here” . I knew why I was there, I found lot of thing but not what I was looking for….